The Secret to Freedom

I thought I was too old to discover new things about myself. The "Ah Ha" enlightened moments of my twenties have seemed to fade and the mundane, day to day, monotone routines have taken over in life. Don't get me wrong, I love my job, family, and all that I have been blessed with, but the light that once gave me "life highs," had been snuffed. I have truly missed myself the past couple of years. I used to be fun. I used to be goofy. I used to not care what the world thought. I used to feel extreme highs. I used to be inspired, fearless, strong...but somewhere along the way, life got in the way and the spontaneous, assured woman began to revert back into a lost and searching girl. Am I truly reverting to my high school days? Searching for my identity and life purpose all over again? And this light....it was mine...who took it?